Ever since I hurt my left wrist, stop training in martial arts. I guess part of me was glad, after 20 years plus of training, to be able to take a break. But now that it’s been almost a year since I stop training, I can feel the energy has left me. I now have to drag myself back into a life of fitness.

I don’t want to do it. I resister. I feel like, I just need to get through this next part of my life, and then I can get in shape again. Which is bullshit.