I ended up having to borrow $1000 from my mom, but now distresses been relieved, and then I got a check in the mail the next day which was also nice. So with the financial immediate needs taken care of, I’m free to relax and focus on the work at hand. Which is nice.

it’s amazing to me how much better it feels immediately as soon as I had the money, even before I put any of it in the bank or spend any of it. Just having it sitting there with me feel a lot more secure and calm.