Okay sure, keep pretending you’re not suffering.  That’s okay with me, because you’re the one who has to live with yourself.  You see, for me, it’s fine. I understand it from a different place.  I don’t see it as bad, just painful. I started this blog, because I needed place to talk about this anonymously.  I needed a place to get it all out, so I can stop dwelling on it.  it’s liberation.  As they said in my SELP, there’s nothing wrong here.  SELP, yes, that’s the infamous program at Landmark, the third in the curriculum for living.  I’ll have to get there eventually, to the topic of Landmark, that is.