I haven’t been smoking for the last couple days, and immediately the suffering has begun.

it’s about money. Even though I think we probably have enough.

so here’s the current list of things I’m suffering over. Overdraft charges, shut off notices, undercharging clients, falling behind in my work, quitting smoking, getting over being sick, shitty old cars, trash in front of the house, jealousy, envy, greed, lust, my messy garage,

missed opportunities, loneliness, avoiding meat