Holy shit, I am in a serious bind and not sure what I’m going to do. I have no money, completely out, trying to collect as fast as I can from people, and have payroll due in just a few days. At this point it looks like I might make it, but I am seriously stressed about it.

In fact whenever I hear somebody talking about spending money, I’m mad at them, it’s crazy making. Curtis sent me an email about wanting to possibly buy an investment property in right away I’ll I thought was fuck you. How dare you talk about buying an investment property when I’m fucking broke.

it’s going to be okay though God dammit. I know it’s going to be okay, I know everything is going to be fine, but I just feel like shit right now.