okay this is a very special blog entry because I’m having a guest suffer today. We have today my wife oriole who is suffering and I’m going to use this opportunity to blog about her suffering she really wants her. To come. And it hasn’t come. It’s still a few days early but she feel horrible right now and if certain that what she needs to do is start bleeding.

she’s tired and has to keep working the poor soul she doesn’t get the break that she needs. All she can do is think about how much ginger she’s about to put on her food. And how she shouldn’t be eating anything really. But she has to. And she just wants her period.

oh yeah, and the houses amass, things need to get put away, everybody needs her, and all she wants to do is be left alone.
this is never ending it’s not like after today she’ll get to rest, because tomorrow she has to do it all over again. And all she wants. Is a period. To take a break. And she wants chocolate and coffee but she can’t have them because they’ll make her feel bad. Which doesn’t make sense, since she already feels bad, that she should avoid the things that would make her feel good, because they would make her feel bad. But since she has to work tomorrow she can’t even take the chance of doing something that will make her feel good because it might make her feel bad stat. What she really wants is sprouted hazelnut raw chocolate butter.

and the reality is there’s nothing wrong here. And she knows that this is just temporary suffering. Because really she has a house and food and a wonderful family, she has all the things that a person needs to be happy. But that doesn’t matter because suffering is greater than any of that.
especially when you’re waiting for your period.
and if it hasn’t already been beat to death she also wants chocolate. Anything else you’re suffering about? that’s it. except for the continual pain in the various forms of her body in various places, this pain is never ending, refuses to cease, and generally is just a big pain in the everything.