it’s rheumatoid arthritis. And it’s a severe case. Have been pushing her to get her to take some kind of medication, but she doesn’t want to. So I’m left to watch her suffering. But lately I’ve had enough, and I’ve been pushing her to go to a doctor and get some meds. It seems like methotrexate is really going to be the best first solution.

we hate medicines we don’t take any pharmaceuticals my house except for me to take some painkillers sometimes. So we’re really not looking forward to taking something like methotrexate, but it’s time it’s been too long and her suffering causes me suffering. I feel like it’s at the point now where she can’t even think clearly about what her own needs are and I have to do it for her. Watching her being in pain really sucks.