it’s when the light takes three or four, or five changes letting through only two or three cars the time, when I’m the 20th Carnline that I start to lose my shit. Then I start getting mad at all the drivers who don’t understand how fuck this light is. So they do things like turn on the right turn signal, and then stop at a red light and sit there

strangely enough, you would think that today would be a great day, because today I got the check of been waiting for, and I am no longer broke. And I’m about to have a few amazing times happen in my life, and yet I’m still kind of pissed. I can’t really put my finger on what it is, but it feels like I’m pissed about my wife still not being well.

maybe it is even more apparent now, that no matter what I do, she is still going to be having problems.

or maybe it’s because even though I know how much I’m getting, I wish it were more. Whatever! Never happy with what we have right? Will fuck it.

and it just goes on anon, idiot buses stopping right in front of me and putting on their hazards, douche bags crossing the street slowest fuck, a stop sign every block. It’s just continuing.