Just to keep things in perspective, today I’m suffering over my oil leak. I’m actually suffering over money, and it’s really the oil that is making it so obvious. I had this Whitelake fixed once before, but now it has started up again. And since but I really need to do is take it to a mechanic and get it fixed, I don’t have the money for that, I just have to watch oil dripping out of my car onto the street everywhere I go.

it really puts it in my face. then as I walk around the store looking at underwear, which is what I’m here to do is buy some underwear for my son, when I see that it cost $34, it really emotionally hits me. How fucked, am I? I really should not be in this situation. But I am. I guess it’s not really accurate shouldn’t be in this situation, because I am in this situation. So clearly I should be.

I think what I mean is I wish I was not in this position right now. And I’m looking forward to when I will not be in this position anymore. which by the way, should be soon.