it just so happens that I’m not suffering right now. I’m tired and I’m gonna go to bed. Oh fuck, as soon as I said that, I remembered the pain that I’m having in my back. My brain wasn’t satisfied with not suffering, so it immediately looked for what I could suffer about.

but I’m not goung to call that suffering, I’m just noticing it. It’s pain I’m actually not suffering over it. I’m pretty sure if I just go get some body wor,k I’ll be able to get my back stop hurting. And because I happen to have a little bit of money right now, I think I can afford to go get a massage. So what am I suffering over right now in this moment? I don’t think anything. I’m pretty happy.