it’s been a couple days since I posted anything in my suffering blog, but doesn’t mean there’s been no suffering.

of course, my life there’s always suffering. I may not all the time, but a lot. But these days I’m kind of suffering over my wife suffering. Now that she’s decided to take methotrexate, it’s a lot harder around our house.

I guess I didn’t really think about how serious the side effects might be, when I was thinking that she should start doing this. I still would’ve made the same choice, but this was a pretty big thing that we started.

so I see her tired, nauseous, anxious, sad, and it’s stressful.