I don’t want to be to call this a good thing, or a bad thing, if it’s not anything. It’s just too much work. But I brought this work upon myself. It’s not like I have a job, and somebody assigned me the work. I’m self-employed. So I make my own work.

Then there’s the similar but different problem of being concerned I’m going to fall behind. As I get too much work, I start thinking “oh, what if I fall behind and can’t go my work done?”

And that may happen. And I really have to choose whether or not my top priority is to not fall behind, or to have more work than I can handle.

Currently, since I’m broke as shit, too much work seems to be the best thing for me to do.